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LONELY NIGHTS FEAR WHAT I TOLD YOU AND THEN YOU TOLD ME THAT THERE WAS NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF BUT YOU WERE WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AFRAID OF AND IM SCARED TO TELL YOU THAT IM SCARED TO BE NEAR YOU, TO LOVE YOU. I CANT TRUST A SINGLE THING YOU SAY BECAUSE OF ALL OF THE PAIN IN YOUR EYES. SO MUCH PAIN YOU CAUSE ME MORE PAIN THAN I WOULD LOVE TO ADMIT. PLEASE GET OUT OF MY LIFE SO I RUN AWAY, AND RUN AWAY WITH PRIDE, I LOVE TO RUN. NORMALLY I RUN TOWARDS YOU BUT NOW EVEN IM TOO AFRAID TO DO THAT, IM SO SORRY. CAN I RUN? HOW DO I RUN? I CANT RUN. IM NOT USED TO RUNNING WHEN IT DOESNT INVOLVE YOU. I MISS YOU, BUT I HATE YOu. HOW DO I RUN WHEN YOURE ALL I EVER KNEW HOW TO RUN TO? PLEASE TELL ME THAT I DONT HAVE TO BE AFRAID AGAIN. IM SCARED.